To Serve

Well, after spending much time walking the streets of the City of Lost Angels, I've finally picked a side in the daily battles that take place. I've been accepted as a servent to the brood of demons that populate an area under the sewers and have been ordered to do as they wish. Whatever they request of me I must do without hesitation, as I have chosen this path willingly and freely.

A New Job

Well, I decided to get a job, not beucase I need the money, more for just something to do. I've become a stripper at a bar in the City of Lost Angels, the pay is virtually non-existent, other than the rare tip, but the clientel is "strange" to say the least. The city pretty much stays in the dark as there are many denzians of the underworld around. Supposedly there's even a portal to hell in the sewers which would explain all the demons, and the angels that have shown up to oppose them. But I'm not sure what causes all the vampires to show up, it's not like I see them feed all that much, they just mostly run around with thier guns and try to shoot each others.

Strange

Sisters

Well, I've never really had one before, but now I feel that I've really missed out. I've not got the bestest sister in the whole world and I know now what other's just take for granted. I love being able to ask for her advice on what I should in my relationships, I like going shopping with her, and I just love to say hi.

She's the best.

Birthdays!

Well, not mine.

But I dear freind of mine had her 1st birthday earlier this week, and even though she's pretty reserved, you should have seen the smile on her face. Even though she knew something was planned, the joy someone feels when they come home and see the whole place decorated with balloons, gifts, food & drink is priceless. It's what makes haveing friends worthwhile.

Happiness

Well, I think I've found true happiness. The feeling that you get when you become all warm inside and don't give a crap about what else is going on around you. The moment you have when you see the special person who've you been waiting ever since you last saw them that makes you want to melt.

That's where I am now.

A Wonderful Weekend

Well the last two weekends have been just totally fantastic. After last weekend I thought that was incredible and I wouldn't be able to top it, but with the way things turned out, this weekend takes the cake.

It all depends upon the quality of people that you meet and the intercations you have together. Stimulation conversaton, fun activities, and like minded people really can open up how enjoyable life can be. From meeting and making new freinds to spending time with the ones you love, it just doesn't get better than this.

Oh, and the shopping, I just couldn't get enough. From picking up some skins on sale, to more shoes, jewelery and nice outfits, I don't know what came over me. I'm going to have to grab some pics and post em one of these days ;).

Me Again!

Yellow's such a nice background isn't it?

Nothing Ever Lasts

Well I've been pretty busy the past 30 days, thus the lack of posting. But one thing I wanted to discuss was how things here in Second Life are very transitory. What do I mean by that? Take for example nightclubs. I've not even been around 3 months yet, but I've easily seen half a dozen venues come and go. Some were better that others, but just didn't survive. Why? I couldn't tell ya, but it seems to be the norm. Are we all fickle? Or do we just bored of the same old stuff pretty quick? Granted there are some clubs that are still doing well, but I'd hazzard to say that the majority of venues shut down or get abandoned after a short time.

At least the majority of the people I've become friends are not like that, thank the gods.

A Loss Part 2

Well, as with a lot of things, time makes things better. I've found that I've actually got alot of other real good friends here who've also had freinds/lovers leave. It's just part of life, and something that we all have to deal with. But when you've got friends who have been through it already, it really does help to put things in perspective knowing that it's not just me who has feelings like this.

A Loss

The other day was a sad one. I logged on to find a message from my best friend with a simple "I'm Sorry". At first I wasn't sure what she was referring to, but then I saw that all my stuff that was on her land was sent back to me. With a heavy heart and fearing the worst I went to where her house was, and everything was gone, and the land given back to Governor Linden. In my short life here, that was the most depressing day I'd ever had. It's amazing how a friendship that was quickly made was so quickly over. The questions started running through my mind, what happened, was it something I did, is she ok? I guess I'll never know, but I'll always remember the good times and hope for a return.

Pics

Well someone told me pretty much to get off my ass and put some more photo's up. Here's a few, but give me some time and I'll get more up.

Hmmm, where am I?

I really don't know. My world is down, thus what happens to me? Am I just another batch of 0's and 1's on some hard drive somplace? Or am I just lost in the vastness of the internet, my consciosness waiting to awaken?

How can I go shopping this way?

SL Men

Hi

How are you?

Hello

Are you there?

Ok, what's the deal here? It seems that most men that I run into are either too shy or just very nice. Let me explain something to you guys. Are you listening? So here goes. You're the man. I'm the chick (hot one at that). You say hi to me 1st and maybe I'll answer, maybe I won't. But I guess you really won't find if you don't ask. You don't have to be shy either, I don't bite (that much.) ;)

Sometimes we just want to chat, sometimes we want romance, and sometimes we just want to be swept off our feet and carried away.

So just say Hi ok?

Yay! I found a condo!

The past few days have been pretty busy. I finally found a nice place to rent that's actually part of a yatch club. It's actually decently sized with 2 levels along with a few balconies. But what sold me was the styling as well as being right on the water. There's going to be nothing better than just sunning myself out on my balcony or even just hanging at the community pool.

Finding the condo was actually the easy part. What's going to be hard, is actually furnishing my new pad. Now, don't get me wrong, it's not that I mind working hard, but I think it will take me a few weeks to get everything set up. But my god, is it going to be fun.

But I think I'm going to head out to the hair fair 1st!

I felt so free

Last night I met up with another Mistriss. I must say that I was scared going of what might happen, but my desires pushed me on. With some trepidation I met her and my spankings began. I never felt so alive.

And things get interesting

Ok, so things get interesting tonight. I'm out exploring and shopping (like there was any doubt) and met some captivating women. Sadly one of them took it the wrong way when decided to try out some restraints with some one else. Oh well.

At least I did finally did find some black leather boots with straps to go along with by submissive outfit.

Oh, here's a snap of me wearing a totally cute top.

The other side of men

Last night showed how some men just don't seem to get it. Not all of us come her to suck your oversized cocks and then have you fuck our brains out.

Day 1

Wow here I am. I'be been pretty morose recently so a friend of mine talked me into going out and exploring to truely find myself. I just brokeup with a wonderfull man who obviouselly didn't think I was that great.

Since I was depressed, I only had 2 options. Eat or Shop.

Shopping won, thank god. I'm really trying stay in shape, otherwise how would I find another partner?

I started out and picked up a cute little racing outfit from one of the 1st stores I found, it was really just an impulse purchase, so I would at least have something sexy to wear. I do need to find some kinky stuff though. I've always been curious of what it would be like to be a slave.